BDSM newbie

All kinks and BDSM actions are kind of my dream but what is dream without possibility of going true? I want to be tied and tickled. I need to be submissive and used in many different ways. At this using one is common despite of many ways of being used. I wanna to be pegged and edged. The most sensual way of going to the limits is balancing at the edge. I want to beg for climax, so hard that tears will come to my eyes. At the end i want to experience climax of the climaxes - ultimate orgasm.